Bloody Rose

I’m kinda depressed. And I can’t concentrate. All because of a pixelated character whose name has been revealed recently. Yes, it’s Thunder. Thunder has been given his long-awaited name. His name is in Latin. How nice. Does anyone know what ‘night’ is in Latin?

It’s Noctis.

Noctis Lucius Caelum.

Is his full name. His nickname is Noct.

I’m not sure the exact date his name was revealed, but it should be around 9 October and I, as his number 1 fan, found out more than a week later. How cruel can I be???

Maybe I’m not such a big fan afterall. I should be working towards my goal of getting straight A’s for SPM so that I can see him every single day. It sounds like some forbidden romance between the two of us. Why is it so hard to study for my exams??? Why is it so hard for me to love him???

Why am I even in love with a fictional character???

I need a life. Like, nao.

One of the reasons why I like Final Fantasy Versus XIII is, there’s gonna be blood splurting out from the wounds. It is very unlike Aerith’s death. With blood, it’s more realistic. Like, SPLASH. Blood gushing out. That’s how it’s supposed to be.

Geez, it’s about time you find out that I’m a sadist. I’m definitely not a masochist, I hate pain. But blood and inflicting pain upon others have nothing to do with it. Not too much blood, just a little. Like that time when I fell down from the stairs and bruised my middle finger. It was bleeding and I didn’t notice. The red colour’s really nice against my skin. I’d love to see it again, if it doesn’t involve injuring myself.

I want to see the latest trailer. I want to hear Thunder’s voice. Who is his seiyuu? I wonder. Does he have low, husky and sexy voice or slightly high-pitched, like Tokidoki Rikugou from Amatsuki or Itsuki Iba from Rental Magica? Or would it be like Cloud or Zack’s voice? I want to hear it…

They should at least tell us who his seiyuu is. Then I can start loving a real person. I hope it isn’t Miyano Mamoru. He’s one of my favs, but when it comes to shouting and being macho, he fails really badly, especially when it comes do demonic laughs (but Noct - I’m not sure which name to use now - is the good guy so no demonic laughs).

And holy shit, I almost forgot. Raveena’s going to Japan for two whole weeks as a transfer student. How f*cking cool is that??? *sigh* I don’t know what to request from her. =P She asked. And even if she didn’t, I would’ve demanded for something. The problem is, I couldn’t think of anything. I am being thoughtful, you see. It’s not like the stuff in Japan is cheap. Moreover, considering the type of person she is, I highly doubt she’ll search high and low for something for someone (unless it’s her beloved or something. But then again, maybe not *shrugs*). I don’t want her to return and disappoint me.

Maybe I’ll ask for a Final Fantasy Versus XIII poster. That should be enough of a challenge. XD Lavinia, I still want my bottle of sand.

Moving back to the topic of Final Fantasy XIII, I saw Final Fantasy Agito XIII’s leaked trailer. It’s not bad. It’s really colourful; the colours are bright, the character looks cool, etc.

But nothing beats my love for Thunder. Or Noct. TT_TT I’m being indecisive now. Why am I always so indecisive?

“Noct isn’t an unsociable person but he is shy.
He usually smiles except for the party scene where he meets Stella. He tries to hide his shyness by acting in a calm, confident manner.
It’s difficult to define his character. It’s hard to tell what’s really going on inside.” - http://finalfantasyversusxiii.net/

XD That just made me love him more. Why, oh why? Why can’t I watch the lastest trailer? Why is Square-Enix making their fans suffer? Why??? Are we, the fans, who are not from Japan UNIMPORTANT??? Do you not want our money???

I’m gonna cry myself to sleep.